2018 had been a roller coaster to me, an extreme one, a very very extreme. why is that so? i remember when i open 2018 with going to the beach, playing banana boat, jet ski, and many more. even though just going to the beach and playing those stuff, i enjoy it, can't imagine how happy i was and i can't believe what it turns out for the rest of the year, turned 360. Just like roller coaster, the falling part. Both of them come and go very quickly and easily. Anyway, i just want to grateful for the joy that i got and the problems that i got (not so grateful as the joy), hey turns out it made me who i am.

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"NEW YEAR SAME OLD ME" why did i make this as a title? because it is me right now, with all the people that busy with their new year's resolution, new years's hope, new year's wish and blah blah blah, well here i am just wish to become a better person. "Why are you so pessimist?" maybe you asked this after reading those, maybe. See, 2018 had been not friendly to me, "There's a rainbow after a rain" well damn right, here's the thing in my case that rainbow are gone so quickly and the rain are come so easily, and to be clear there's another quote from my fav series. "When the love that we feel is drowned in anger... when the bad memories outweigh the good ones, what am i going to have to become to stop it?" get it? it's like the quick draw of my life in 2018 and because of that i just don't want to hope too much in 2019 and follow the flow.

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But after all there are a lot that i learned too, for example, i made who i am i'm not got addict to somebody (unless they're close to me and not so addict). I learned to be more wise to figure out problems, to be more understanding people. Last but not least like i mentioned earlier, after all what happened in 2018, the bad, the good, i'm glad it all happened to me. Better late than never, Happy New Year 2019 mate!

 

Red Hood out.