“Strange as it may seem, I still hope for the best, even though the best, like an interesting piece of mail, so rarely arrives, and even when it does it can be lost so easily.”

 

-Lemony Snicket

 

Yap hope sometimes can be like that, sometimes it arrives so fast, sometimes it rarely arrives, and sometimes it will never happen. Anyways, hope is what makes you a human being, it what makes you to be alive. But there’s also disappointment, it can be describing you as a human being who has a feeling, feeling disappointed because of hope that was never happened.

 

Maybe just maybe I was lack of grateful because I wasn’t grateful enough to realize all the good things that happened to me in the past three years. But, what can I say, All those hope that I was hoping for? Is the one that can only fill a hole inside of me. I know that everything happens for a reason and I also know that we can’t force our will just to make everything happens as we wanted to. But, is it too much to ask that life is on my side for a bit? Is it too much to ask that one thing just one thing to happens as we hoped? Guess we all know the answer, it is too much to ask.

 

You think this whole damn thing was about a hope? Well so sorry fellas, this was never about hope. This is always about a disappointment of hope. A hope that will never happened. And guess what? I don’t believe in hope anymore.

 

Red Hood out.