There are two kinds of a dead man, a fully dead man and a half dead man. And there is also two kinds of numbness, physical numbness and emotional numbness. I’m not here to tell you to imagine being a fully dead man or having physical numbness but I want you to imagine being a half dead man causing by emotional numbness.

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Imagine as the person who has been through a lot of shit but you still can get through that shit because of what? Because you still have hope. But, after so many times you lose that hope because everything is still the same and what’s left then? Faith. You still have faith that everything is going to be just fine, you still have what to holds. But, it changed you. It changed the way you think about everything and day by day you are no longer have faith on everything and started to think that life is unfair to you. And do you know what’s left from you? You still think that you are a good person, that you still have respect, that you are not ruining people’s life because of what you felt. But since you let your pain taking over you and you realize that what’s left from you is long gone. And after everything now you confused, what are you? A half dead man or a fully dead man, because you can’t see the difference now.

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Red Hood out.